“The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit.”
— Psalm 34:18 (NIV)Tuesday, August 26th, was one of the hardest days yet—painful both emotionally and physically.
It marked one week post-op for Anthony, and he had two appointments: one with the surgeon and one with physical therapy. It was during these visits that we learned there was some nerve damage. With it came a lot of pain during movement, and even more concerning, certain parts of his hand showed signs of paralysis.
They made him a new brace, but all the movement—both from the surgeon and the physical therapist—caused his nerves to scream with such intensity that it left us shaken. Fear tried to settle in as we wondered, “Why this setback, Lord?”
That day was full of tears, medicine adjustments, and so many prayers lifted up. In the midst of the storm, I was incredibly thankful for the prayers of others and especially for Abigail, who simply opened the Bible and began reading aloud. The Word brought peace. Anthony’s heartbeat slowed, his spirit calmed, and by the time she had read a couple of chapters, I was able to fall asleep while holding Anthony—resting in the Lord’s faithful presence.
I admit, I was scared to go to bed that night, fearful that the intense pain would return. But our God is so, so good. Since that day, Anthony hasn’t experienced pain quite like that again.
We all face days when fear tries to take over, when the setback feels bigger than the progress. But God’s Word reminds us that He never leaves us in those valleys.
“When you pass through the waters, I will be with you; and when you pass through the rivers, they will not sweep over you. When you walk through the fire, you will not be burned; the flames will not set you ablaze.”
— Isaiah 43:2 (NIV)
If you’re walking through a season of pain or uncertainty, let His Word be your anchor. Even when the pain screams loud, God’s presence speaks louder. He is faithful to bring peace in the middle of the storm.
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